Reflections and Responses

I've been a mom for 6.5 months now and back at work in a part-time capacity for 4 months. (Yes, I'm an inconsistent blogger, I know). It goes without saying that the last 6.5 months have been filled with significant changes for me. I've done a LOT of processing over these months, and I've learned about myself from seeing how I have responded to the transitions in my life and the awesome privilege (and responsibility) of raising a child. A few key things I've learned about myself are how much I crave leadership, how I often look to the wrong places to meet this need, and how scared I am of freedom.  I am with Olivia all day every day, with the exception of the one day each week I go into the office and she is with a babysitter. Being with her is an amazing privilege and I am so thankful that God has orchestrated the details of our lives and jobs so that it's possible! However, it also means that no one else is with me all day, observing my parenting decisions